investing more time here than my other babies more than ever

 within the span of a month, work has only been getting crazier than ever 😫

the off days i managed to apply in between or with the tiny pockets of time i have in between my off work hrs, weekends -- i feel like i have 100000 things on my checklist to do. do up my resume, website and all that stuff. then i just end up half assing my way thru and push it off till next week and the cycle repeats HAHHAA

**still**, i'm amazed that i managed to beautify up my portfolio with whatever time i have HAHAHA 🥹 am i fking genius or what - its not the BEST but i think for me to do this thing up within a 2 hr timeframe its presentable la. i just need more traffic to flow thru the site and then BAM a chance to land on a role with better prospects LOL

this is gonna be a 1st world thing but i didn't know notes have started to help u calculate amounts like this now omg??

this is literally a godsend to me. gone are the days where i need to whip out calculators to manual punch the numbers cos my brain can't math on offdays LOL😂

current desire on my mind is to just take a long break aka go on a cruise and just mentally log out from corporate life..........*sobs*

writing this down just for memory sake - these days lowkey envious of G who alr announced her departure from the team. idk what to feel la......

happy for her since she can let go of work and the tireless nights chionging hard for the ongoing projects like siao...and finally embark on her retirement life 😭. but am sad because her humour carried me thru the daily shenanigans of NF office days lol.

come to think about it - its been about 1.5 years since being assigned to this team (not by choice). started off rocky, lukewarm at the start.....i remembered even telling F that idk how i'm gonna work with this team and at the start i really fking dreaded going to work just to meet them cos it was THAT awkward. but i guess the daily chaos were really the glue that kept this team going lmao because the lunches soon became the gossips and complaining sesh and thrash talking that sustained me till this day 😂😂  HAHAHA

but alas. all things must come to end......

her departure will leave a void in my office life. at least for now......

我羡慕 - 她能颐养天年

while the rest of us will still be here for a little while more because financials burdens keeping us stuck HAHA

and its only today i realised:

羡慕 - envious/jealous

仰慕 - admire

so yeah, i'm definitely envious of her. LOL

in other news... finally got the chance to watch the infinity castle arc today

verdict: 5/5

a pity the 2hr35min screentime covered basically 1/3 of the arc. what was i thinking really, i was sitting there thinking they were gonna animate the full arc (which is basically impossible because too many fights and backstories in between to complete the 2hr timeframe lor). i'm pretty sure netflix's gonna pick this up sooner or later but there were so much trailers on yt when i was killing time so why not right?

no regrets  ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

only made me even more excited for the sequels (tho i already know it since i finished reading the book LOL)

now....time to continue working on the 9999 other stuff i am supposed to be working on but procrastinating.........haha