manifestation really works?

i should've wrote this thing down right after i receive the blessings but -- forgive me i was shook, tired, drained, overwhelmed, blessed (all these damn feelings at one go)

over the weekend was the kinda the BEST thing to sort out these feelings and chill but guess what, i was stuck with doing a deck and up for review with the boss tomorrow......🫩

am taking out whatever tiny pockets of little time that i have to churn this out!

A LOT has happened since late feb/early mar. the TLDR version is........

Was supposed to chill with R right after she got back from her trip to dubai/bkk, but...............

0.1) noting this down before i forget but i really plucked up enough courage to do a permanent spiral perm on my hair!!!! it was like a C3 curl at best. girl came out looking like george washington II out of the salon LOL

happy to report that the waves are looking more like what i wanted now post 1mth treatment.

though i must admit its fking high maintenance work and gets me stuck in the bathroom like way longer than usual 🫩

though i can't complain right, it was what i wanted to do for the longest time HAHAH

1) i fell sick. like really sick. almost like a severe strain of flu bug and was out cold for like a good week+

2) by the time i recovered, the grandma was readmitted to the hospital and was out at infectious diseases ward for like a week too. was soooooo done wearing the damn PPE too during visits!!! i missed out hanging with the work colleagues cos i was severely drained from the work.............

3) by the time i recharged enough, went on a mini girls trip with C during PH (gd fri season vibes) and what was supposed a relaxing girls trip turned out to be me crashing out a good quarter of the trip cos i was overly anxious lol

a lot of tea and trauma spilling during this session............i felt slightly relieved that i was able to get it out thru my system since i've never confessed to anyone else before. but the trip and conversation really explained the behaviour i was having during the whole time lol

BUT despite it all......both of us still have a well rested break and the sleep was good!!!!! (i thought i'd not sleep well at all lol) 🫪😂

came back sg by day3 late afternoon lowkey about to cry because time passed by fast....and truly!!!! the trip really did make me NOT think about work at all. the entire time i was just focused on shopping and buying out the store LOL

looking forward to the next trip once the house reno is off the list....................

4) the blessings arrived last week. it has called upon me, lol.

got the promotion that came through unexpectedly! though indeed, it has been long overdue LOL

i could've listed 100 over reasons why it finally came through (because there was simply nobody else left in the cohort).......the worst in me already knew why it was finally my turn

but..........idk how...............i have managed to pull through all this while 🥹🥹 after complaining for so long and so much HAAHAHA

i guess it gives me extra leverage to jump ship now 😂