the one above has been protecting me all this while

 yet!!!!!!!!!!!!! another one bites another damn dust 🫣

came out of the shower reading to the news that Cxttxn Xn is out of the game!!! Like what?!?!!

i can't even recall which year was it that i applied and felt a sense of uneasiness after the particular convo. something just didn't feel right.

i let go. every now and then, i looked back wondering if i should be braver at that time.

now, reality hit me yet again that all of this was REDIRECTION away from these shenanigans!!! like what!!

YOU have been protecting me all this while............and all this time i felt like it was cowardice of me to back tf out! because yes, i think i'd felt 10x even more miserable knowing that the ship was sinking and it'll roll into a day where i wakeup and realise i might not even get paid!!!!! (yes atp receiving a stable cashflow means more to me than ever 🫠)

tempted to write this just for YOU! yes, thank you, thank you, and thank you for guiding me all this silently, unwavering. while i was lamenting about the daily life in my current job (still don't like it but just gotta toughen up and stick it out!!!!!!!!!)

i'm grateful for you and your direction to trust my gut instincts. #blessandblessed  👉🏻👈🏻