another one bites the dust!

what a great way of telling me economy is not doing well lol.......woke up to seeing this on fb feed this morning (2 days late)

🥲🥲... another core memory of my past gone once more!

(anyone that knows the HG custom enhancer highlighting drops is the real deal 🥹✨)

i can't tell if i'm reading too many horror stories online that got me paranoid or if i'm just being over hyper-critical these days......questioning way too much and googling the worst case scenario of it all....

then again, what made me this way?

i've heard way too many stories that i can't risk it all. its giving "i almost can't believe this is happening to me" vibes....... my guards are way high up at 1000%, hoping to not get myself hurt again   >.<|||||

i'm not hopeful of anything else........

meanwhile, i guess i'll keep myself busy with the upcoming reno which is happening reaaaaalllll soon (stressful halps lord 😫)